I realise that education is damn important to us. For the past 4 years, i didnt realise its really important. I didnt do anything. I just be myself. I didnt change my behaviour. I just go with the flow not caring about whether i pass or fail. Epic failure i assume. But i got my inspiration with me. She's the one. She inspired me a lot. For once, i thought she had given up on me. But she didnt. Instead, she told me inspiration stories, words whom she heard from. All those words, is stuck in my useless head. I promise that i will never give up trying. I will always try to do my best in everything and most importantly, show that dickhead(Dad) and the people who looked down me, i'll prove them wrong! Yeah dickhead, i'll prove you wrong. You can die there with your family. When you're dead, i ain't coming to your funeral crying. Instead, i'll be the first one to smile cause at last, i can bury you with my own hands and all the burden you gave to us, is finally gone. I hope you die a lonely death, i hope i won't be there cause you don't deserve people that need you who you already ignored, to attend.