Seriously, nothing has come the way i want. Its like, everything's falling to pieces bit by bit. Siblings been fighting non-stop. Mum's been stressing out about everything and been crying all this while. Niece and nephew, been crying and tolerating all the fighing at home. Me? I cant do anything about it. Whenever they fight, i dont know what to do. I just cant stand it anymore. I cant tolerate those shouting and crying everynight. I feel like running away from home. Every got the feeling of being the youngest in the siblings? Its like, you feel like its not a family nomore. Bit by bit, you keep thinking to yourself why the hell you're in this world. Whats happening. I dont know why, but i think there's no happy ending to the family. There's no peaceful and cheerful sound in the house no more. Just no more.