Ok. Its been 2 weeks now. May's coming soon. I mean, the month. Not anyone. I've been skipping school for a week. God, i need inspiration. I need motivation. Self motivation dont do me good right now. Dammit. Have i lost everything? Is my life out of control? Even i, Suhaimi Sukiono, cant even answer his own question. What matter most, is someone. I have to wait!